static?steady?

I watched Gossip Girls last night, episode 20. There is a line between Serena and her old-time friend, Poppy which made me think a lot afterward. Poppy said to Serena : "wow, everything looks like the same since the last time I met you". I heard that million times as well. Be it in family, high-school friends, even elementary-school friends. My ex once told me I am from ICE_AGE era.

If you ask me, there is not a huge difference in myself. I am not rollercoaster-type of person anyway. I like to be simple and steady. Keep thing just the way it is if it is good enough and nothing to be changed. At least, until last night, I was okay with my life.

But maybe according to some people, this kind of life would be boring. I might think that my life has become a static one rather than a steady one. I should have gone wild, maybe. LOL. I dunno. Maybe if I took the Erasmus Mundus scholarship, it would make a difference and variety but I decided not to. I am not sure working life will allow me to do extraordinary, oops, not extraordinary but not-usually activities.

I have griends, girls mostly, who change drastically since the last time I met them. Is the change good? I am not sure. But they look fabulous, they enjoy life. It's not that I don't enjoy life. I am happy with who I am and what I am doing right now. Just wondering if I should do more to live it up.

However, I am different from what I was. At least I am better in terms of personality.