Books in my shelves...waiting to be read soon :)

- Match Made in Heaven by Bob Mitchell

The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger - (bakal ada filmnya loh ini..)

- Carry Me Down by MJ Hyland

- The Secret by Rhonda Byrne (ada filmnya juga)

Laskar Pelangi by Andrea Hirata (asli Indo nih :) )

Love is the greatest of al risks

This is from my friend's blog (dhika). I just want to share this to all of you and of course I want to post this because it touched me so much ;)

There is a risk involved in everything.
Every time you share a smile,
Every time you shed a tear,
You are opening yourself up to hurt.

Some people tread slowly through life,
Avoiding the closeness risk brings,
Sidestepping the things they can't understand,
Turning away from those who care too much,
Those who care too long,
Those who hold too tightly.

There is never an easy way to love.
You cannot approach it cautiously.
It will not wait for you to arm yourself.
It does not care if you turn away.
It is everywhere, it is everything.

Love is the greatest of all risks.
It is not reliable, it is not cautious,
It is not sympathetic.
It is unprejudiced and unmerciful.
It strikes the strongest of mind.
And brings them to their knees in one blow.



Even in the best of times, love hurts.
It hurts to need, it hurts to belong,
It hurts to be the other part of someone else,
Without either of your consent,
But, from the moment it overtakes you,
It hurts worse to be alone.

I lost my handphone, nearly lose my sense...

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaa......I lost my handphone. Dun ask how come. I am tired of asking myself the same question. T.T Dunno wad happened to me recently.

I am worried about my quizzes, extra prayers for me please. Hux...

Anyway, I am going home this Friday. Hope I can gain more power there...

*pelitnya gue bikin gue tambah stressssss...keluar duit udah kaya air terjun...

I need a break...

I just read The Nanyang Chronicle, and found a very interesting lines, which apply to me at the very moment. It is said in the column by the editors. Allow me to quote from that :

"In school, too many things happen in such a short time and it seems increasingly difficult to keep up with changes. We have schoolwork, endless deadlines and relationship to maintain. When we get so caught up with all these responsibilities, we may forget that perhaps, all we need is a break from the buzz of life" - Peh Kai Ru, layout editor

And yes, it is really ME. wewwwwwwww...schoolwork, deadlines, ECA commitments (not ECA but CSA, because I only serve CSA for this year), and also relationship that I need to maintain. They are very difficult for me to cope with. I am just...too...tired.

I am tired, really. I need a break. One or two days will do. I know that maybe people will call me manja lah, homesick-an lah, but I dun care. I am homesick...I miss my beloved ones back home...I need to stop for a while in order to step ahead. Pray for me, please ^^

Menunggu datangnya hari itu...

Kadang kalau saya ditanya, paling ga suka ngapain? Jawaban saya satu, nunggu. Saya tau kadang kita ga bisa menghidari untuk menunggu. Ada saatnya kita menunggu, ada saatnya juga kita ditunggu. Hmmm...

Waiting..seems to be the hardest work ever. It does not require much energy, but it absorbs almost all of it. I am waiting till the day I come back home. To see you again...kayanya baru aja 2 bulan ga ketemu, rasanya makin berat aja ya . Saya ga tau apakah saya ini pihak yang ditunggu atau menunggu. He3. Apalagi kalo saya mikir, abis kuliah di Singapore, saya mau ngapain. Saya masih kepingin banyaaaaaaaaaaak sekali, tapi apa saya itu berarti saya harus meninggalkan orang2 yang saya sayang, keluarga dan tentu aja...kamu...

Sooooo...I guess, what I can do now, is only waiting. Waiting till the day comes. December will not be that long. To meet you, to see you, to find what I almost lose..