been a while

i am quite overwhelmed lately with LISC
i neglected my fyp
i neglected my own health

too many things to think
maybe i do not do it out of love for His people, even for God? I dunno...

a bit envy lovey-dovey couples around me ;)
yeah, it will go away soon, i mean, the feeling and stuff

sometimes i wish i could be in 2 place at 1 time

currently my mom is so confused about my bro's wedding
everyone is getting a bit too sensitive, get angry too easily...
must watch your words when you talk to ppl who will get married in 1 month time

i wish i were there. I know i may not be able to do anything significant
but i can listen
i can comfort somehow

wedding is supposed to be a happy event
for the bride and bridegroom
and for the family
but why to prepare one has to this painful and irritating?
i guess it depends on how people take perspective

i want a simple one for my own
as long as i am happy with the right prince
my family is happy
i have my best friends celebrating the big day together with me
that should be enough...

i am a bit lost here

gimana cara nahan si partiket steel plate biar ga lari

dibikin fix malah kena tembus kaya hantu

duh gimana ya

i am a bit lost here...

i need vacation, i need to be around with many people, so i won't feel as lonely as I am feeling right now. yeah lonely lah ya wong udah jam 3.30 am.

pengen pulang, there i can find people who love me without reasons. and whom i can love without feeling any guilt or fear. lately, i ve been warned by some people, dun be too good to the person... can lead to wrong perception...

Friday, January 16 2009, 3:05 am

he was once the owner
yet he left whom he shouldn't leave
then she asked him to return
but he just keep walking away, bye2

another he filled her day
with nice dinners and lots of adventure
but he left, or she left, whatever
no one knows what happened

the other he came
obviously was from another pole
but he is what any-she could asked for
and he doesn't seem interested

the last he is whom she spend her evenings
difference makes it difficult
however she feels comfy
she hopes he won't fall too deep

she enjoys all the moments
she treasures every he
they are special in their own way
but she just needs more time to wander around

any he wanna wait?

schedule is settled, master application is settled, job hunting on the way

My schedule is settled : i am taking Offshore Engineering, Coastal Engineering and Living with Math. Hope I will do well this semester. ;) and now i will concentrate on my FYP.

Master applications are also settled. 3 of them. Hopefully at least one will GOAL! I hope so.

Job hunting on the way. Preparing resume and everything. LTA and Keppel next week.

I will go back on 18 Feb for my bro Daud's wedding. Haven't decided on the return date to Singapore. It depends on my FYP progress. I hope I can spend the whole recess home.

My dad is sick again today. I pray that he will be recover soon.. please help me pray for him.

life is all that...

Thien Nhan

He is a very sweet boy with an amazing smile
I know he is a blessing to people around him
even to person like me, he reminds me and teaches me many things..

being abandoned after his birth
mauled by a wild animal in a jungle
lost one of his leg and his genital
left uncared with his original family

blessed with a new loving family who adopted him
received donation for his surgery from ppl all over the world

He is a living witness that there is still good people in this world


http://help-thien-nhan.blogspot.com/
http://barrybland.typepad.com/my_weblog/thien-n.html

nothing is going right nowadays

Erasmus Mundus application progress

As I said, nothing to lose applying for this scholarship. If I am not accepted, that's totally fine, I will work and find a rich guy and marry him straight away LOL.

1. Dear Mrs Naomi Pratiwi,

We confirm receipt of the hard copies of your MSc application documents.

You herewith receive your PERSONAL MSC REGISTRATION NUMBER: 9750.
You must use this number when corresponding with TU Delft.

We will forward your application for MSc programme COMEM to the MSc selection committee.

As soon as the committee has taken the admission decision we will inform you by e-mail.

Kind regards,

International Office
Delft University of Technology

2. Dear Naomi Pratiwi,
Your Application form to the Advanced Masters in Structural Analysis of Monuments and Historical Constructions has been successfully submitted.

Thank you.

I still need more time to send the hardcopy to Portugal. Hopefully this one will be less troublesome than the first one to the Netherlands ;)