something I learnt

i just realized whenever I approach finish line
instead of running faster and with more spirit
I tend to slow down and lose spirit
maybe i am too tired, maybe i am just too easily satisfied

now is 3 am in the morning
i will have another exam tomorrow at 9 am
and this is the result of skipping lectures
and daydreaming while lectures

i tend to do less in something i don't like
something i am not interested in
which is not good for my future
sometimes we don't have any other choice than do it and face it

so, this is my consequence
i do not regret
at least i have learned something
i should put more attention to this in the future

finish line is just a meter away, run faster or your 50km will be useless...