Dia Pergi :(

Yeah, again, farewell....

Kemaren abis Prayer Meeting, Peki ajak sekumpulan orang2 geje yang penuh cinta buat pergi makan2. Dia sih patungan ama Nto. Ha3..anyway saya posting bukan buat ngomongin makanan di JW, yang selalu aja terasa kurang Saya mau ngomongin masalah perpisahan.

Dia pergi buat sekitar 5 bulan lah, ga lama sih kalo dipikir. Tapi tetep aja, malam kemaren pas ngelepas dia pergi. I tried so hard to hold the tears. Gimana bisa nangis kalo suasananya masih seperti biasa, geje gitu. Pake pasang lagu " Leaving on the Jet Plane" lah, then ada Ko Dahan yang jalan kaya orang mau dansa lah, liat Mes yang matanya udah bengkak karena ngantuk lah, dan juga perhatiin Nto yang sibuk main Balok Guling di MiniClip lah. He3...Tapi gue yakin, inside, ada perasaan kehilangan.

He has been a great friend, you know. With his calmness and silence I myself am proud of him, he is smart, walaupun dia males juga . Tapi ya ini kesempatan emas buat dia mengenal dunia. I wish I could get the same chance, too. But I am too afrain to leave all these behind. My family, Vedri and my friend. The fact that I will be away, I mean AWAY ( you could consider Singapore as "away", of course), frightens me.

So, I am wondering about the next 2 years. What will happen when most of us will be separated, choose our own way of life? I myself still do not know what I am going to do after graduation. I may not stay in Singapore, that means, I will not be able to see them as much as before. I wonder how miserable that will be. Jadi inget temen2 3IPA4, bohong kalo saya bilang kalo hubungan kita2 seindah dulu. Saya cuma bisa keep in contact dengan beberapa dari mereka. Beberapa means sangat sedikit sekali yang bertahan sampe sekarang . So, haiiizzzzz, hidup itu...singkat, menyenangkan sekaligus menyedihkan ya. Apalagi kalo masalah perpisahan..I hate farewell...

Pek, if you ever gonna read my posting; Hati2 di sana, pergunakan waktu yang ada semaksimal mungkin, kesempatan ini ga datang ke semua orang, You are blessed. So, be good. Jangan begajulan (bahasa apaaaa ini), jangan ikut arus yang ga baik. I hope you will find church there, jangan lupa berdoa juga ya pek. Tuhan berkati selalu, I will pray for you always. I am looking forward to seeing you soon, becanda bareng n rame2 kaya kemaren. He3..See you next year with more love and more smile from you. Siapa tau ketemu cewe wakakaka :p